by martha
(los angeles)
Since puberty, I have spent half my life depressed. By half, I mean the 2nd half of my cycle. I was put on the pill at 18 because I wouldn't stop bleeding. I got off after 8 months because I hated it and it made me depressed and withdrawn at college. I have suffered from depression on and off since high school. Crazy mood swings. My PMS is AWFUL. It's ruining my marriage and my life (I am 27.) When I get my period, I feel better emotionally, but the cramps are awful and there is a lot of blood clotting. I have been on antidepressants 3 times in my life but hate them. About 2 years ago my OBGYN took a test and told me I wasn't ovulating. I then tried THREE different birth controls in a year with awful side effects and no regulation or help with my mood or cramps. I always "spot" for almost a full week during the third week of my 28 day cycle (it's actually 28 days now!) I can tell when I ovulate because I feel it on either side, but didn't feel it this last month, so I figure my progesterone was too low again. I am waiting for my progesterone cream anxiously, as I just found out about it. It is the first day of my period and I am at a hotel because my husband can't take my moodswings. I can't take this anymore! I get SO depressed and angry and even binge eat during the last 10 or so days of my cycle. I am a completely different person...sad, hopeless, anxious, angry. I am pretty much vegan and eat healthy, though I do crave alcohol and drink before my period which I know is bad but it makes me feel better! I just want to feel happy and "normal" and not be terrible to my husband! Have you heard of depression lifting with progesterone cream??? Thanks so much!
Comments for waiting to start until day 12....will this help my awful depression and mood swings???
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||