I had a surgical hysterectomy and ooverectomy due to really bad Endometriosis and tumors on ovaries at age 34. I thought I would commit suicide due to all the changes my body went through, depression, hot flashes, rages, zero energy, complete loss of sex drive, achy body, loss of motivation, etc etc! Absolutely no happiness and not only did I suffer but so did our 11 and 14 year old children and especially my husband! I've been off and on HRT since then with a half decent life due to the surgery. I'm currently on low dose of Estragel and my body feels like I'm dying from the emotional and physical exhaustion, aches, pains, fog, memory loss, no motivation, interests and extreme fatigue. Suicidal thoughts! I'm 75 and need help!