45 and postmenapause
I had uterus and ovary removed at 30 from cancer, never had period since, never gave me anything. So 2009 it all started. I'm 45 now and slew of problems, anxiety panic pains I don't know why crying every day, food I used to eat body hates me I don't know what to do to make body happy.
I was first person at the door to go out, now I shake and muscles tighten up to leave, crying every day, stress I can not handle anymore. I forget one room to next, so tryed every phycs drug made worse, said I had postmenopause. I don't remember menopause or perimenopause, anyway found ob gyn, my estradiol 14 and fsh 119.2 asked doctor if all my symptoms were from this, said possibly and gave me estrogel 0.06. First time I rubbed it on my heart was racing and felt like my blood was burning in veins. My body did not like this I told dr said give it time I thought it was makeing me worse, so I called him again, said I don't have uterus so didn't need progesterone. I said how does he know? Ok gives me pill I take one now stomach is worse, I called doctor I thought these were supposed to help, dr says try over counter progesterone cream. Now there're so many how do I choose one for me, try one nothing, I just want my hormones back please. I called said I don't care how much get me bio, another am pm test, estradiol 20 and progesterone lower, going to try bio estrogen and progesterone November 8, 2010.