No matter how many children you have, miscarriage still hurts!!!

by K. Baines

As of today,8-23-14,I am having a miscarriage right now. How sad. I gave birth to twin boys in 1999,son 2000, girl 2002,then a miscarriage in 03, I was devastated!!! My heart was broken. I thought it was my fault because I was not ready to be pregnant again because I had 4 small children, therefore, I was not thrilled about the idea of having another child at that time. as soon as I got used to the idea and my excitement grew. I lost my baby. I can't begin to explain my hurt. I took birth control even though I didn't really believe in it. I just could not go through that again. After 5 years I got rid of the birth control and immediately got pregnant. A healthy baby boy was born in 2009, 8 months later another miscarriage. This time it was worse because i just bled so heavily. It was horrible. i cried but i made it through with the help of the LORD and my hubby. gave birth to another son in 2012, and yet another baby.
I'm sad and heartbroken. I thank God for my beautiful healthy children 7 boys and 1 girl. I'm thankful for His many blessing. I just can't help but think were those babies I lost, were they my daughters that I have longed for? My first lost baby would be about 10 now, my second about 4, and i'm having one now that would be due around April 2014. I am sad but it feels good to express my feelings. I know that the Lord is able. Even now tears fill my eyes and run down my cheeks. I am comforted by God's grace and love. I hope that my story will encourage and help someone else. Thank you for letting me share.

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Aug 24, 2014
No matter how many children you have, miscarriage still hurts!!!
by: RJ

Hello K!
The Lord has other plans as all "little ones" sit with Him that sits in Heaven. Life is given and it is taken from no way is it your fault. God works wonders in each of us and though us...Blessed are the eight that you have who will be watched and protected by the ones the Lord called back to Heaven! May the Lord ease your pain and help you find understanding in your loss. God Bless! RJ

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